Friday, January 8, 2016

Going Through Thecurvezoflife

 






First and foremost I would like to say happy New year to everyone. I really hope you enjoyed your holidays. I know I did but I'll talk about that more in detail later on. I know it's been a long time since I post on my blog. I've been going through a lot of changes and I needed time to get myself together. I really don't want to get into too much details of what been going on because it's the past and I want to move forward. However there are a few things I would love to share with you.  No mater what you are going through in life always think positive. When you think positive there would be more positive impact  in your life. Try to think of pain as grow and the pain that your are going through is only going to make you stronger. I know it's easier said than done but when you keep repeating it to yourself you will start believing it. I know people think crying is a sign of weakness but I disagree. Crying is good for you. You need to release the stress from your body. Seriously it's okay to cry. Shoot if I have to cry I will. Communication is very important. As life goes on I realize how important it is. A lot of people like to keep things inside but it will hurt you in a long run. (This is something that I have to work on but I'm processing which is good.) You will go crazy if you don't talk to some one. Even if it's not the person your having the problems with you should still talk to someone. It was one time I call my friend and I told her I need to talk to someone because I felt like I was going crazy. That next day we met up, she listened to me and help me figure things out. There was another scenario when I was having problems at home, I called my best friend and cried. She stayed on the phone with me and helped me stop crying. When you surround yourself with people that support you and wants to see you happy. They will help you to get thorough all thecurvezoflife. Another thing I do is I go to a quiet dark place and listen to music.  I like to listen to something that's smoothing and soft.  I listen to a lot of Alicia Keys and Aaliyah. That's my peace music when I wanna listen to music it calms my thoughts and get me in the zone.  The biggest thing I wanna tell you is when things don't go your way or don't go how you want it to go. Adjust your plan and move forward. Never stop. Seriously NEVER STOP ALWAYS KEEP MOVING FORWARD. Okay okay enough of my life learn lessons lecture. (Wow try to say that 3 times lol) My family member do it to me all the time. I don't pay it no mind through lol.  All I say is mmmhhmm yeah, sure, I understand. My cousin  understands the struggle.
  Now let's talk about new years weekend. My body is still recovering from the weekend. I haven't been out partying since my freshman year in college which was 3 years old. The reason why I'm always working  on weekends. Also, I had low self-esteem about myself. In my mind I thought everybody was talking about me even when people thought probably wasn't. I was scared. I was at the point where I was concern what people thought about me. As ive matured and I was going through life. I opened my eyes and realized I don't care about what people think or say about me. I wanted to make this new years weekend special. One of my new years resolution is to become more social, go out more and start meeting new people. What I mean by going out more is experiencing different things and not being in the house all the time.  Therefore, I knew that I wanted to go out new years eve but I really wasn't planning to go out the whole weekend. But it just happened. The whole weekend I wanted to wear purple to represent my great-grandmother since that was her favorite color. (She's the love of my life) Also, new years weekend it was so much going on I had to take the picture myself in my room. I just blurred out my background.
   On new years eve I went to trilogy which is location in Philly . It's a three story club that has three different  themes on each floor. I really would recommend to go here I had so much fun. As far as my outfit my dress I got from asos. When I saw this dress I fell in love and HAD to have it. When the dress came to my house I tried it on and  it was too short I was soo upset. I kept looking online for a different outfit and nothing compared to what I had. So i decided to wear a black skirt under my dress and it work out perfectly.  My make up was done by conturedelegance she on instagram. On my way to her house I got lost. (if you knew me that's no suprised  I'm always getting lost ) When I finally figure out where she lived. It was amazing feeling getting my makeup done and the atmosphere is great. She is soo friendly.
                           Shoes

  On new years day I went out to a club I had fun. My fur jacket from simplybe.  I brought it last year never wore it so I decided to wear it with a jumpsuit I brought from fashion to figure.  It was on sale for 10 which Is a great thing for me. I wore flats that day because the heels I wore NYE hurt my feet.

  On Saturday I  did the most craziest thing I went to a club by myself I was scared at first because I didn't want nothing to happen while I'm by myself but I had a gut feeling that I will be okay. Before I really decided if was really going to go I asked my little sister if it was a smart idea and she said yes. I'm so happy I did because it turn out was amazing. I went to woodys and after I went to voyeur. The atmosphere was fun I didn't felt like an outcast (because I was by myself) and everybody were just having fun. I would suggest everybody to do it. You can try something new and to start having vva social life. Which I'm trying to accomplish. As far as my outfit I brought this from forever 21. When I first saw it was first debatng if  I should get it or not. I asked my friends that I worked with if I should get it.  Some of my unfashionable friends said that's it looks like barney. My fashionable ones said it was cute so I decided to buy it. I wanted to pair it up with something different. I thought a cheetah print skirt and my duster I wore that because I had to go to work before I went out.











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